May 16, 2025
More in Snapshots of grace In My Father's House
An old poem from, I think, before the official diagnosis but already we were becoming lost to him in little ways.
In my father's house there are over four hundred yoghurt pots washed and saved for a rainy day; boxes of presents from long dead relatives saved new in original wrappers; newspapers filed by title and date saved for unread articles and offers; and layers of dust I cannot remove because the cleaner must stay in the box.
In my father's house there are no talking giraffes in the bedroom; no small people chattering in German nor yet boxes of string labelled 'too short to use', though this may come. And there are no longer photographs of me - I cut the wrong corner from the cheese and must not be allowed to take over. 28 October 2000
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