Painfully grinding back into gear

Sunrise left me stranded chill breath breaks frost
Steely eyes watch you depart his touch
Pine needles in my blurred vision sting
A river of rain painfully washes over

Motionless frozen to earth swaying with the trees
Imprinted my mind laughter an echo
Knocking me over once more slighted by joy
Rotting within my broken illusions cut

Turning to depart looking back once more
Your voice a whisper eyes burning my soul
Into the night escape the memory
Swallowed by the dark buried by shadows

I abandon hope and depart from tears
That were foolishly spent wasted on you