Realise

I play upon my mind
Obsessing on a crime
Committed by me
Or so it seemed
My will was resurrected
No false angels here
She's reaching out as I cry
Is this a dream inside my scream
The more I think
The more I bleed
Or is the nightmare a lie
Gave up your god
He's the beast
He went running from me
Told him that I would not cry
I told him to just let me die
My face was unaffected
It bore a cold ass stare
I was the rapist inside
She was my killer
Not my queen
My knee ruptured all her dreams
I bear her malice with pride
Surrendered my heart to my mind
Refused to let my self die
Then the goddess blessed me
Reminded me I had to bleed
Saw something there in her eyes
With her here I will not die
I love her
She holds a power
Blood flows
The words get sharper
Tears burn
And the shadows warmer
I'm dying for another's crime
Now I choose to live not die
With her I may well cry
With love here
I won't ask why

© 2005, Mosquitobyte