True Doubt

Circulation is running dry
Suffocated by love
A lamentation
From the Devil above
Unfolding wings
Of blinding white
The purity of a void
Embrace me in your warmth
Addle the brain
Arouse the pain

Withered stumps
Of a love long lost
Rear inside my mind
She was my souls guardian
Gatekeeper to hell
My Eve's Angel
Her wings were crimson
Scarred and tattered
A mind like mine
Sorely battered

Blizzard storms
Cloud my eyes
Do I love in spite
Or am I spite in love
Longing for her arms
Lacerated and marred
To caress my mind
Kiss my heart
Accepting what I cannot reach
To ease the pain
Of what I cannot have

Please love
Don't be sad
It's my mind at work
For good or bad
I love you
That love is true
But I loved her first
Always will
She's trapped inside me
I can't let her out
This is why I scream
This is why I feel true doubt

© 2005, Mosquitobyte