Mine to take

Doubting
a life of it
sickening thoughts
conflicting ideas
will I love or loathe,
dote or desire?
I've had enough
I don't care at all
some one please
smear me against a wall
I'm full of despair
in this world I hate
and the boring world
my mind did create
not hungry
don't wanna think
if I do
I'll be on the brink
Had my fill
of elation and woe
it all ends the same
with a hollow
deathly
blow
Will it happen
rest assured
It's mine to take
but right now
I'm yours

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