What To Do?

A woman who loves and cares for me,
A woman who lusts and hungers for me.
Not the same, yet need them both.
What's it worth to make the call?
Do I keep the status quo or take the leap.
She liked me from the first.
I liked her from the first.
Yet the first shall be last they say.
I'm moving in with one & away from another.
Desire pulls me back from whence I came,
A yearning for that which I possess not.
Confused, I call her over.
We talk, we kiss, we grope...she leaves.
Aaaah sweet promises of delight,
Mixed with the guilt for a partner unaware.
I tremble with fear & loathing,
Or is it desire?
I know not,
Guess I'll have to make a decision.

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