Family Matters

Does it feel good
Knowing what you know
Knowing what you did
Did you feel strong
When you hurt this little kid
Did it feel good knowing
Knowing the thrill of denial
Did you ever stop
Did you wonder about me
How did I feel
I felt nothing
You felt strong
How do you cope now
Do you feel pain
Do you feel sorrow
Sorrow for what you did to me
Have you ever seen me
Seen me in their eyes
I've seen you
I don't like it
The only thing it gave me was hate
A hate so pure you can touch it
Yeah, you thought you were cool
Seduction was what you knew
I knew nothing
Now I know you
Did you ever consider me
Did you ever cry for me
Do you think of the shame
Can't you smell the hate
When I'm near you, it's pure
Now I know you
I never got to know me
Our mother hurt me
You destroyed me
You are no longer my family
Matters changed that

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