friends or something for life

so the walls are white
my socks are off
eyelashes lashed
to my kneeballs and
elbows aching -- breaking
making me wonder if
anything matters here in la la
land.

so i paint the walls
all butterflies and cauliflower
mashed them up
spattered brussles and the danube
as i board the tincan boat

you wonder why
i'm always sir
really doesn't matter
i told you when we were
in diapers pullups
big boy pants and again
that night you took off your panties
and reminded me it was just me
int he big boy pants