hypocrit

well there it is
the truth

ugly

like me

and the thousand lies
I tell myself are beautiful.

don't be surprised.

when I profess my love
and devotion

then hide


you know all about complicated.
and of course you would never judge


But you know what?
I am not an honest person.
So, it's ok.
Judge me.

Remind me how foolish I am
when I talk about endless love
and do what I do.

how cruel I am
when I tell me you,
"I love you."

All you want is honesty
and we both know
I'm only honest with everyone but me.

Or maybe we both don't know.

You're right.
I dream
nameless
faceless
wanton sex.

Then live the lie
of companionship.

I know the truth.
I never lied to myself about one thing

In the end,
I'll always be alone.