freezing in her too hot hell

she's not mine
not even a little

i look at her
and imagine
just one

fucking kiss

one moment
where she knows me
knows how horrible I am
how evil
how empty

and one God damned moment
she knows

she opens her big brown eyes
lipstuck lips
amazing
huge

soft

heart

she dances
for me

until the rage
the pain

the everything
between the sips of singlemalt
between the spicy cuban smoke

it slips away between her legs
into a damp spot
that is mine

all mine

for one second

less than that

the time it takes
one drop of spit
to land from her tongue
on my lip

while the bass throbs
with my cock

and the heave of her breasts


for just that fraction
of a fraction of
xeno's best half

she loves me.