Disbelief

Where will you find me
I tell you I don’t know
All I know
Is all I see
Knowing I can’t see me
But I’m sure I’m in here

All around me
Things that I have found
They’ve become
My flesh and bone
Though this mind is not at home
Belonging nowhere

All I feared
I’ve outgrown
Now my eyes
Dead as stone
Avert their gaze
As I absorb your whole

Now remind me
I know I got it wrong
Black blood flowing
Fleeing from me
As you read it

Here I am
I cannot go
All the past
Has overflowed
You’re there for me
Tell me what of me is true
I will absorb
Eventually to believe

© 2006, Mosquitobyte