dearest

Well, sometimes it helps to just get a piece of paper and a pen (no computer) and start writing in a partially free-associating style to get a better handle on what you want to say. Don't try to write poetry. Don't concern yourself with phrasing, line breaks, cadence, etc. Just write to yourself WHAT's on your mind that you're trying to express.

That method often begins the process by telling you the WHAT to write about, and WHAT to say. I hope this helps.

Alcuin