in memory of h.

Shan: you're to marry. bonne chance. i am happy, for you. i am glad i met you, as well. i haven't been to this medium for a while, now, and was rejoiced to come back and see it so altered-- positively so, indeed.

 secret sorrows. yes. they do eat one's being, slowly, till you are a hollow existence. i am sorry to say that i am weak, at times. perhaps it might come with time, this strength i lack. perhaps the non-existence of it is a burden i might live with for a while-- it doesn't matter. such phases are there through-out our lives, whether we like them or not.