My sister, the Deceiver

*sigh* I don't like that last stanza.  It evades me, and refuses to be captured the way I want it to be.  That's one reason why I mentioned this is still very new and not close to being done.  Since it has been so painfully difficult to get the words out, I wanted to make sure what was said so far sounded decent. Well, minus that last part

This has a bit of a double meaning, but I don't have the intention for anyone or everyone to totally get that.  My sister-my real blood sister- whom I used to be close to, it does feel like she has decieved me.  In part, it's a play on that.  The "real" meaning behind is about the moon-the moon that controls our cycles and even our births at times.  I've been having baby cravings and last week was a bit pissed off about not being pregnant.  This was the start of my rant at the time.  I like it, so far, so I am going with those feelings.