https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/category-101-week-of-nbsp-02-26-07 en 2005-2012 shakespearesmonekys@gmail.com 42.65593 -71.33391 Sat, 13 Jun 2026 14:21:40 GMT yacs http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss 70 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3277-an-empire-of-darkened-dreams https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3277-an-empire-of-darkened-dreams The Empire of Darkened Dreams beside the stool where the fat girl sat on a pile of year-old-newspaper i see the torn and tattered edge of map that delineates each kingdom here in hell. her rolls of fat are arched in tenement glee -- with a dozen wads of loogie green drying in the mumu there beneath her thick empty dead pale arms her stringy greasy black hair wades down from stressed scalp to half-way down her short round-edged back to frame the picture of discontent and impending happiness stretched thin in an oak box. I say nothing at the ... more anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3277 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3277 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3277 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3259-believe-in-me https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3259-believe-in-me (Or perhaps I should say, no, never do that?) anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 1 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3259 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3259 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3259 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3258-dancing-alone-with-dreams-that-make-no-sense https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3258-dancing-alone-with-dreams-that-make-no-sense no, it's not about canniblism anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3258 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3258 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3258 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3279-dawn-in-montana https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3279-dawn-in-montana mmm goodmorning anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3279 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3279 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3279 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3255-fevers https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3255-fevers I don't like them anstey Just a Nastey Journal Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-30-just-a-nastey-journal#comments 4 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3255 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3255 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3255 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3281-for-the-girl-whose-best-friend-died https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3281-for-the-girl-whose-best-friend-died what can i say? anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3281 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3281 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3281 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3264-from-the-bridge-on-school-street https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3264-from-the-bridge-on-school-street on the river where the brown boy sinks his line for carp and the adulation of his grandfather i remember such tans on my pale white skin and sunsets mourning my half-spent youth nearby the water drops 3 meters, maybe more after a thick july thunder or an angry march in the growl of white mountains the boy glances at me and half-nods, fearless though I am large and hairy, possibly more evil than any one he has ever met, and smiles. I smile back,"Good luck." anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3264 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3264 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3264 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3273-god-i-hate-her-poetry https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3273-god-i-hate-her-poetry seriously..i do anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 3 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3273 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3273 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3273 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3260-i-always-feel-one-thing https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3260-i-always-feel-one-thing having just one feeling definitely prevents mixed emotions! anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3260 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3260 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3260 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3265-i-will-never-understand-this-juxtaposition-of-my-thoughtlessness. https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3265-i-will-never-understand-this-juxtaposition-of-my-thoughtlessness. i wallowed in blood for a half-hour before I got up to puke orange juice and mucus -- the pity? Only that you were disturbed as i wretched and called for God. Each word in my head rang with that same scarlet blazing through sunset and that prism 7:18p.m. July 14th, 1977 these two moments: { heaven hell } juxtaposed for my fevered delight here by the toilet here on the bed the bial in my throat again. I get up to jot this thought down but it is thoughtless of me as you lay in bed half-awake aware only that I have left again to let you suffer alone. these two moments: { heaven hell } juxtaposed in your twilight dreams there by my pillow there on my bed the bial in your heart again. You will never understand that sunset, I don't think. ... more anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3265 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3265 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3265 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3309-listening-to-a-bird-sing-on-a-nearby-branch https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3309-listening-to-a-bird-sing-on-a-nearby-branch well now, what was I talking about here? anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3309 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3309 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3309 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3286-monkey https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3286-monkey anstey Would you look at that? Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-111-would-you-look-at-that#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3286 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3286 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3286 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3280-moonlight-s-edge-as-she-cries-in-bed https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3280-moonlight-s-edge-as-she-cries-in-bed flighty silly stuff..i know anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3280 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3280 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3280 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3278-my-ode-to-democrats https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3278-my-ode-to-democrats ... it's more of a thought piece. Not a rant at all anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3278 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3278 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3278 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3263-nothing-is-ever-enough-except-the-dream https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3263-nothing-is-ever-enough-except-the-dream the first bowling ball i ever selected was marble blue, though i prefer green he is in my heart though, and what i want means nothing to me, because I can not have that except at night when i dream of him still young on the dock just moments after sunset holding a cheap brown pole and telling me the same stories of his outhouse on the farm. even blue misses though, the years have passed with him and everything else changes anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3263 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3263 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3263 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3290-quick-update https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3290-quick-update Just a few things that are going on anstey Site News Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-11-site-news#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3290 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3290 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3290 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3262-struggling-with-faith-in-the-middle-of-the-night https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3262-struggling-with-faith-in-the-middle-of-the-night I awoke to your face again and marveled how i'd forgotten you overnight. in a blistering of stars upon my best blasphemy i swore oaths, took vows, and spent them all for faithlessness, for futility, and fear Like any angry heathen, I thought heaven was hope and happiness now -- in every bad dream it seems that way, I think. But I awoke, and your face, again was God in a tiara of crescent moon bliss, necklaced by the creased smiles of our own baptized babes I reswore my oaths, i prayed my vows and saved them up in that endless black well of my soul so unfit for you my holy love. For faith. For fearlessness. For You. Like any angry heathen, I search for heaven for happiness -- and perhaps even a heathen can have this one good dream ... more anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3262 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3262 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3262 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3266-thank-you-dear-this-coffin-fits-me-so-very-well https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3266-thank-you-dear-this-coffin-fits-me-so-very-well silence engulfed the room but softly in red velvet she said nothing then we gazed along laziness and wretched whispers pleased by her warmth this too shall pass, she cackled cold chaos whilst the room wept tears of quiet. forlorn? no, not that un just enraptured filth pithy, i thought so witty and ruthless here coughing in engulfed, not ensconced in oak in epiphany in purple and mute laughter anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3266 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3266 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3266 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3261-the-metaphor-s-the-thing-really https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3261-the-metaphor-s-the-thing-really I'm not sayin' i'm just sayin' anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 2 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3261 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3261 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3261 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3257-the-taunting-echos-of-long-dead-dreams https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/article-3257-the-taunting-echos-of-long-dead-dreams i heard a whisper from a mousy man in a half-dreamt dream i slept last night that my destiney was born four hundred years ago on a frigate out of Dover sunk full of black tea in a bad storm near Madagascar To swim, it seems is hopless. To sink, was done and long forgotten. He laughed and slunk off back into some London Alley I'll never see full of Jacks and Queens Thick with muggers and blood, i know it's trite to find a pirate heart in cockney land And triter still myself in a worthless sunken treasure. "Shakespeare's dead, laddy -- but you can keep writin'" ... more anstey Release the Hounds Sat, 01 Nov 2008 19:24:40 GMT /section-29-release-the-hounds#comments 0 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/post.php/article/3257 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/comments/feed.php/article/3257 https://dev.shakespearesmonkeys.com/links/trackback.php?anchor=article%3A3257