after the alarm goes off

whew---it's always those pre-coffee things that get us. How can we expected to deal with them without coffee? 

I keep wanting to hear "carpetry"...

 I love "this wet hiss/ of fur and shame/ you must agree/...

it makes me think of the sound your foot makes in the squishy mess...

and also that you love your cat--even though it is "damned"...

"my name  my deed"?

I am not quite sure:

definitely you stepped in it.

maybe the cat is named after you?

maybe you bought or adopted the cat in the first place??