I am not dead.

Jasmine, you mightn't feel like putting pen to paper now or for a long time, but you will always be able to write.   I know people always say it will come back, take your time, all the rest of the platitudes -- but the urge might never return.  Just as long as you know that whether you want to or not, you always can, so if you need to, you'll be able to. 

I miss your writing quite terribly.  I know I am always slack with comments but it does make a difference.  Take care of yourself, return if you want to, but you'll definitely always be welcome and wanted here.